Sharing the journey

Wishing everyone a very happy new year, as the last days of 2011 fly by.  This year truly flew by quicker than all the previous ones, the holiday season came and went very fast too.  In 2011 Pepper Sauce for Peace finally birthed.  After 10 years of making pepper sauce, I finally bottled it linking it to global peace cause, Women's Global Peace Alliance.  I am deeply grateful for the actualization of this dream.  Speaking of dreams, my latest CD, Free Yourself From Insomnia also was created this year.  This CD was in the making for over 2 years and I'm glad it is finally done and availalble.  Somehow, in my Aries nature, I assumed I could keep everything going at the pace I was going, while making the pepper sauce bottling possible, and creating a new CD.  Then in August, my mom had a fall and created a compression fracture.  Overnight, everything changed.  Life became fully about caregiving and everything else stopped.  A few weeks into this, my own back gave out and completely froze up.  It was an amazing time for both me and mom, and learning how to take care of ourselves and each other.  Everyone stepped up and especially my lovely Sierra.  At 14, she showed me that she can fully step in and lovingly care for grandma, when she was in need.

Through all of this, since I had stopped working, my waiting list climbed to 38 people.  This was constantly on my mind and I wanted so much to create the space to work, but my body literally would not allow it.  Every time I would reach for the phone or sit to write e-mails to set up sessions, my back would freeze, or my throat would get sore, or a strong headache would come.  I came to accept that after 23 years of doing sessions, other than the time I was pregnant and for the first year of Sierra's life, I haven't taken much of a time off at all, and I was finally burned out.  I needed to take the space and give that energy and time towards my family, the making of the CD and the bottling of pepper sauce.  

I have come to accept that there will probably always be a waiting list now for sessions and I have also realized that the work has become much more potent.  It is difficult for me not to be available to clients at the moment of need, as I used to do whatever was in my power to be there when I was needed, but I know that unless I take my own advice, and that I care for my own self and the well being of this body, that I will not be good for anyone else and the signals my body is giving me will become louder and louder.  

In 2012 I will begin teaching weekly half hour classes.  This will be a way where help is available weekly to everyone, and it will keep a flow of activation and manifestation for everyone in your lives.  I will continue to do transformation sessions, though the available time for them will be reduced.  I am hoping the classes will fill the space that is needed.

I wish for activation and awakening in 2012 for all humanity and that we birth peace, within ourselves and on this beautiful globe.  

Thank you for your kindness.

Shirin

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I am very happy about the release of my latest CD, Free Yourself From Insomnia.  The full box of CD's arrived yesterday and I am eager to hear how many people it puts to sleep!  Happy dreams everyone...

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